Laid Off Is a Scary Word

Everything is still going ok. Vince was back to work this week and now I am needing to step up and be a little housewife or house girlfriend, lol, whatever. I can't say that I mind it though. Being home and taking care of the house is what I've been wanting to do for awhile. Now I just wish the house was done. We still need to put quarter round in all the rooms and need to lay laminate in two rooms. The baby's room hasn't even been started. There is a leak in his room and so we haven't done anything yet and I really want to get it done. We got this really cute light blue paint and I can't wait to see it when it's done. One of the rooms still needs to be painted and I need a kitchen faucet that works!!! I've been using a bucket to get water from the shower and dumping it into the kitchen sink in order to do dishes, but it's been kinda hard for me to get motivated to do the dishes. I just don't feel like standing at the sink for an hour doing dishes with my belly. My back starts to hurt really fast and it just isn't comfortable.

What is really getting me nervous now though is Vince says at his work they are talking about more lay offs and that scares the crap out of me. He has only been there since July and he still isn't company. He is afraid that since he is a temp that they won't see any reason to keep him. But he is a great worker and he deserves a good job, plus the fact that we have a baby coming and we really need him to have a job. He has been thinking about getting his CDL license for awhile and now this is a little more of a push for him to look in to it. Even the people with CDL's on the lower end of the wage scale make more than he does now. The only thing is, it will take awhile for him to get it. He'll have to study and practice before he even takes his test so who knows how long that will be. I just hope everything turns out ok.

I have a doctors appointment tomorrow and I'm going to ask her about natural delivery. My mom was saying I should look into lamaze if I plan on going natural. I'm too late to sign up for any classes though, I'm hoping just reading some books about it will help and if all else fails I will get an epidural. I can't believe I only have 6 weeks left. It's crazy!! I've been having trouble sleeping lately too. It's just really starting to get uncomfortable now and this kid can really kick! I'm still waiting for him to move to the correct position. His little head still feels like it's underneath my right ribcage and now it almost feels like it's starting to bruise in that spot. I just want him to move!! I think that's about it for now.